Welcome to the roller coaster

Another hard day. At least I’ve kept to my new rule, and not stuck my nose in the wrong places.

For the past year, at the least, I’ve gone to one person in my real and physical life when I’ve felt alone, depressed, insecure, lonely. one.

We’ve barely gotten through the weekend. It’s not that they weren’t genuine feelings, they were and are. They’re co-locating. But these are real, too. Missing her is real.

For I’m a rover, seldom sober
I’m a rover of high degree
When I’m drinkin’, I’m always thinkin’
Of how to gain my love’s company

~ by Skennedy on September 7, 2005.

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6 Responses to “Welcome to the roller coaster”

  1. That’s one of the worst feelings ever. I am sorry. I’ve been there, and it sucks.

    entelein said this on September 7, 2005 at 4:24 pm

  2. *hugs* Eventually, the roller coaster stops and you can get off, if you want. Promise. :)

    kitschicat said this on September 7, 2005 at 4:37 pm

  3. its rough. *sigh* I remember those days….

    *hugs*

    perfect_autumn said this on September 7, 2005 at 4:38 pm

  4. I miss you too

    silverbriar said this on September 7, 2005 at 7:02 pm

  5. *add to the hugs*

    elisethestrange said this on September 7, 2005 at 10:19 pm

  6. *warm hugs*

    jupiters_angel said this on September 8, 2005 at 7:22 pm

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