It’s been quite a weekend. Lucy and I cleaned up the place, just in case her parents (who are in town for 24 hours) want to come see it on their way out tomorrow. We also worked on a special surprise for our Road Trip: Big Fish people, watched amazingly geeky movies, and made out like crazy.

It seems I’ll be leaving for Paris on a Tuesday night, and I’ll be staying until Sunday (because it’s cheaper than leaving on Saturday). We’ll see how that goes – I remember numbers up to a hundred, and I can ask them to “drive me to the bookstore”. Heh. Having a cell that is pretty much guaranteed not to work there complicates things a little.

I’ve been really enjoying my conversations about art, creativity, motivation and joy/love lately. It has been awhile since I’ve really had a chance to dive into these topics, and it is good to recenter and remind myself what my thoughts really are.

My apartment lease is due shortly, and it annoys me to sign it, even though it probably won’t be all that hard to find a sub-lease for this place. It’s very nice, and I’ve been almost entirely happy with it here.

I should, at least, put up the prints in my bedroom at some point. I’ve only lived here, like, two years, right?

In all the hard choices I’ve had to make over the years, I try to keep in mind that I’m lucky to have these sorts of decisions to make (historically speaking). Choosing between good jobs, choosing between fine women, choosing between cities, choosing a career … we’re not talking “choose between eating or medicating”.

I’m lucky, both the kind one manufactures and the other kind.

Happiness
More or less
It’s just a change in me
Something in my liberty
Oh, my, my
Happiness
Coming and going
I watch you look at me
Watch my fever growing
I know just where I am

But how many corners do I have to turn?
How many times do I have to learn
All the love I have is in my mind?

But I’m a lucky man
With fire in my hands

Happiness
Something in my own place
I’m stood here naked
Smiling, I feel no disgrace
With who I am

Happiness
Coming and going
I watch you look at me
Watch my fever growing
I know just who I am

But how many corners do I have to turn?
How many times do I have to learn
All the love I have is in my mind?

I hope you understand
I hope you understand

Gotta love that’ll never die
I’m a lucky man

~ by Skennedy on August 4, 2008.

4 Responses to “”

  1. I love you baby. Missed sleeping next to you last night – Halley was not nearly as sharing as you are with the bed.

    I know this post isn’t about me, specifically, but I’m a heckuva lucky girl too. I hope we have many more years of making choices together and supporting each other.

    *love*

  2. Don’t worry, everyone in Paris speaks english, often very well. And if you try to speak broken french to them, they speak english. Apparently the way I say “bonjour” is enough to signal I’m an American. And it’s really not like they hate it – often people are trying to practice their english with you, which annoying if you’re trying to practice french, useful if you are not.

  3. Have fun in Europe! :)

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